~Fierce-Wolf

I have seen the movie High Fidelity three times this week and am thinking about watching it again. The more I watch it the more I seem to have in common with Rob. It's coming to the point where I don't know if I want to continue persuing a career. I guess in a way I was kidding myself. Basing my whole life on a place I've never been, and a career my aunt esentially chose for me. Who am I kidding, I can't teach. I have little patience and an Irish temper... I just don't know anymore. Yes championship was a shitty little dive record store, but trather glamourous in a way. Hanging out with friends, listening to good music, and all the while making money. Granted not alot of money, but I'd get by. nI want to do it now, sorta. Move to Cali, or Boston, maybe, and opening a place, that "attracts the bare minimum of window shoppers."

Sorry for the Emo trip, but I've been a bit messed up as of late, due to recent developments in my life. I'm coming too find I'm alot like Rob in the relationship aspect. Not the random flings, nor the "what does it all mean" frame of mind. More the frustration and self deprication. I need someone, someone to help me sort it all out. A girl who is content just being with me, cuddling on the couch watching Shaun of the Dead, or Clerks, or any movie. I need a girl who dosen't mind a "Fixer upper." practically new... one previous owner, a girl who drove it crazy on sundays. But why am I telling you? no one here can really help me in that aspect. I guess it just feels good to unload.

Expect a follow up, for I'm not yet... unsad.
please comment, I need guidance.

Regretfully single
BMH